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At this end, where someone starts, starts with nothing, I step forward with a little care whether this end has something to do with me or with any other person. Some of my contemporaries stay at the same end, at some point I start to realize that secret of some recipes is 'nothing'. Nothing is considered with emptiness, empty means empty , no value. I have a null with me, in fact this 'null' also gives value to those entities not able to tackle the value of emptiness, this 'null' helps them, by being a value of emptiness.

The same road, the same darkness, same cars parked along the road, damp roads due to the light rain that blesses me at least once in a day. The same absence of light and missing part of morning sunlight as I try to wake up early in the morning but never try to go to bed early. The moment when I step out of my place my credo tells me that again while this walk I will be a part of these moments and regular part of this life will again push me back to my working place.

The place is full of jokers, but what you learn from them is how to avoid and enjoy being yourself.
If I have a puzzle to solve, I will just start it solving, I won't read any statistics that how many people failed while doing because it was their problem they couldn't get into it. Circumlocution about things is my habit but when I see a joker in the scenario, I want to kill the fact that I am doing circumlocution and want to pull myself into act.

“It's an end but not the other one what I am thinking of, if it is just a thought then I am gonna stay on this end”

I have been thinking about writing a new post but that won't create a new entry at my blog. I have to write for that. I am thinking about a trivial stuff that is too common to be noticed. Recently I have been to an Osho ashram , I brought a teaching and it runs like this :

These are the last days of my college and my learning is on extreme [ ;) ] . The most different task I find is how to control my mind. I was in jeopardy when strange things come into my mind and ruin my work. Well, I want to categorize them and write my experience. So this is all about how it occurs.

It often happens when I deny myself, is it a need ....or something else ? The most hard task I find is to keep stuffs simple and stupid.

I m running and running.. whenever I stop implications are more heavier than the cause.
You find the thing interesting when it seems acquainted. You want to yell on others see .. this is what i know. But life is not like that.

Need of justification is the biggest ailment of human nature but things become interesting when you find something that also occurs with you and you follow the guidelines without any rationale mind...yeah without justifying because undoubtedly your mind says ... yes this is what I needed last time.
Learning is the only thing which happens daily. We usually confuse ourselves with dozens of alternatives and I am sure that culminates into NULL.

Still thinking of patterns associated in lives and practices followed during analyzing them !!!
It is not offending for anyone ... even not for me when I say people are stupid and lame .. and their patterns are easy to recognize .. that in a while it can be inferred by some of their actions. It is like a function mapping, of course it has domain and range like stuffs.